Event 7 months ago is now happening again !

This event will not happen, if I follow my gut is so strong!
I was so fragile and promised to close the meeting my heart for the man who loves me!
I want to be alone for a while, I think all I can get there without a man beside me (boyfriend).

1 month went well, I remain happy without love because they (my best friends) are always with me whenever I needed.
and not long ago a man came to try to love what is, I think long enough to accept everything!

I finally received it, but unfortunately when I started to love him go for another woman!
I was so destroyed that time, but I'm trying to organize my life back!
and 2 months passed, it happened again!

For some reason god, what happened should you create for me?
again and again!!! :'(
if this sentence for me, please stop it!
I just want to be happy with them (my best friends),
don't you give another man approached me, if he is not my soul mate forever! ! aminnn :)